YOU ME AT SIX GIG +BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE

Last night was the best night of my life so far... it was completely unbelievably amazing!

I MET JONATHAN FRICKEN COOK

i actually did and i cant believe it... we watched the gig... FTSK WTK then you me at six and afterwards we were waiting for the bands to come out... elly beth n natalie had gone to find you me at six n i was waiting for FTSK then all of a sudden i just hear 'jonathan' so i like span round n there he is stood right in front of me... i nearly died but anyway he'd asked on twitter for someone to bring him kinder eggs so i bought some and managed to keep them in my pocket all the way through the gig even if they were a bit smushed and these girls were giving him some so i said hang on ive got you some and got these eggs out for him and he left these other girls and came ove to me and i apologised for the chrushedness of them and he just said its fine do they have toys in them andi replied with yeah duh and he said wow thanks thats awesome you're awesome and gave me a hug!!!! yes jonathan cook hugged me so i asked for a picture and this girl took it for me while he hugged my again!!! and then he signed my phone for me then he asked me if id enjoyed the show and i was just like yeah you were amazing well done and thank you... then i waited round till he said bye then i went running down to where beth and them were and went absolutely crazy seriously i was happy dancing with elly and i couldnt keep still then my knees almost went so i had to sit down with beth lolol

then you me at six came out and we all went over and talked to them for a bit... josh was an absolute darlign seriously coming out to speak to us like that when he was really ill... he was lovely and so were the others total darlings love them all

god i wish i could tell you weverything that happened last night and why it was the best night of my life but i really dont think i can it would just take far toooooooo long lolol

it was just awesome simply amazing words cant even properly describe how i feel right now its incredible im gunna post some pictures now for y'all

ME AND JONATHAN UNREAL!!!!!!ELLY BETH NATALIE AND ME AT MINE BEFORE THE GIG
JONATHAN PERFORMING
WE THE KINGS
JOSH
JOSH FLYING!!
MINE AND BETH'S STARBUCKS WITH JONATHAN'S EGGS WHEN THEY WERE WHOLEJOSH AND TRAVIS IN SAVE IT FOR THE BEDROOM

LOVE Y'ALLL SO SO SO MUCH

CIAO GUYS

I Didn't Wanna Fall

ok just a quick random song i had the idea for so i quickly typed up some lyrics... its not really finished yet but i wanted to post it so i didnt have to save it on my dad's computer lololstill tell me what you think though

I didn’t want to feel myself fall
I didn’t want to fly
I didn’t want my stomach to squirm
As I swiftly tumbled through the sky

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

Your eyes tripped me up
Your smile shot me down
I didn’t want to feel this joy
As our happiness made me drown

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

I wonder if you realise
How it was for me to enjoy
The summer we spent together
The walls you managed to destroy

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

And now I’m stuck
Sitting here in agony
Craving the part of me
You ripped from my body
I didn’t want to love you
Knowing I’d always want you
Knowing you’d be leaving me
Knowing you’d hurt me repeatedly
It was so hard to admit it
So hard to face the truth
And even now after it’s over
It’s still too hard to say

I love you