I Didn't Wanna Fall

ok just a quick random song i had the idea for so i quickly typed up some lyrics... its not really finished yet but i wanted to post it so i didnt have to save it on my dad's computer lololstill tell me what you think though

I didn’t want to feel myself fall
I didn’t want to fly
I didn’t want my stomach to squirm
As I swiftly tumbled through the sky

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

Your eyes tripped me up
Your smile shot me down
I didn’t want to feel this joy
As our happiness made me drown

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

I wonder if you realise
How it was for me to enjoy
The summer we spent together
The walls you managed to destroy

Cos I knew eventually
I would feel like this
I knew I wouldn’t feel your arms
Nor the taste of your kiss
I knew we wouldn’t be forever
Eventually you’d break my heart
I’d be sat here crying in the corner
When we finally reached this part
I didn’t want to fall in love
Knowing it wouldn’t last
Didn’t want to feel this pain
As I leave my happiness in the past

And now I’m stuck
Sitting here in agony
Craving the part of me
You ripped from my body
I didn’t want to love you
Knowing I’d always want you
Knowing you’d be leaving me
Knowing you’d hurt me repeatedly
It was so hard to admit it
So hard to face the truth
And even now after it’s over
It’s still too hard to say

I love you