I'M SORRY FOR BREAKING ALL THE PROMISES I WASNT AROUND TO KEEP

hey guys!!!


Im am so so so so sorry that i havent been posting for aaaaaaaaaaages i would blame it on the fact that i have been busy... which i have tbh but ive mostly been trying to chill out n relax n stuff after having a stressfull couple of weeks with like far to many exams n etc lolol


i have been trying to write like all the time cos i have to get to a certain bit before xmas so that beth doesn murder me and its hard well not hard thats the wrong word cos writing comes easy for me i find it simple to slip into joes character n write... whats hard is when i get writers block and finding time to actually write without being distracted etc it crazy lololol


plus ive been out a lot having a life with my awesome mates... natalie elly n beth its been cooooool hahah

they have such awesome awesome style lolol their stylist is a legend hahah lolol

Love y'all sorry again

Ciao guys

INTERNATIONAL BIG ROB APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!!!

hey guys!!!

mummy got me a new beanie whoooop its awesome all think n knitted n blue... blue is my new fave colour now lol like really really deep midnight blue... its awesome lol


my nanas not be feeling well which isnt goood n my mum and i have had to go round and help her do some things which i didnt really mind as long as she gets better sooon but she just gave me 20 quid i was like omg? seriously??? christmas outfits hahahha my mum also wants my dad to get me one of those river island cards which basically means that i could go n buy whatever i want n he'd have to pay it off every month i was like yes! please!!!


INTERNATIONAL BIG ROB APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!!! BIG ROOOOOOOB!!! BURNING UP IN THE PLACE TONIGHT!!!!! DO THE HAM AND CHEESE... DO THE CHICKEN WING!!!!!!!! SUUUUP!!!!!! i love big rob... dunno whether you've noticed this but hes like amazing i love him to death he is the best body guard in the world n he so deserves a whhhole appreciation day to himself!!! because he rocks like amazingly hahahah!!!!!!!!!! i love him

my two fave boys hahahahha looking gorgeous as per lol i love joes eyes yeah he has the most beautiful eyes in the world but what on earth is he doing with them here? lol still unbelievably sexy... just odd hahahah

Love y'all

Ciao guys!!!!!!

Wow The Awesome Feeling is BACK

hey guys!!!!

Im feeeling awesome atm had a couple of awesome days with some awesome guys!!! whhhooooo


first i had the JB concert where i saw three of my idols live... so close n one of them actually acknowledged my existance which made me feel good they sound soooo brilliant live which was awesome lol


then we had New Moon last night which was amazing!!! whooo it is so mach better than the first film... its funnier the acting is sooooo much better and they dont kill it as much as the first


i say this soooo many time but my friends are my world atm i love em alll but they seem to be kinda expanding there are soo many people in my life atm i couldnt live without...


My twin, Natalie... Elly, who's practically my sister... Elliott, my best boy who i hardly see but is always close to my heart, Laura the artist n my new lessie bessie lolololol... emma, i saved her life... Beth who i know is gunna be sooo much better soon.... My mongrel werewolf friend, Anna... Drummer Chris... Lauren, the RPattz worshipper lolol but theres more than that... Mariah who i love talkin to via our blogs lol n twoo girls who ive just started talking to on twitter @wesupportjemiii n @Nelena4Never... you guys are all awesome n you brighten my day all the time

awww this was turn right!!! it was sweet kevin was great on piano lol

I listened to gotta find you for the first time since the concert today and bawled my eyes out booo lol im no crazy ahaha

Love y'all

Ciao guys!!!

OMJ O.M.J OMJJJJJJJJ JONAS BROTHERS!!!!

hey guys!!!

OMJ O.M.J OMJJJJJJJJ WOW

last night was officially the best night of my life on earth so far it was completely and utterly out of this world i am still hyper now hahah lol

JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!!!!

we were five rows from the front directly opposite the stage it was craaaaazzzzyyyyyyyy mental frantic awesome incredible amazing wordless wow

Kevin Jonas... The Kevin Jonas... Paul Kevin Jonas.... smiled pointed waved and winked at laura!!!!!! it was amazing she was bouncing about in the aisle with our banner freaking out n he saw her i just looked over at her like :O it was wow lololol she kinda froze n almost dropped her banner on the floor it was crazy!!!!!!!!!

Nick looked at me and elly twice!!!!!! and smiled!!!! you know that speech he does when he plays black keys/a little bit longer? where he says 'this is for all the people who have gone through difficult times, who have broken hearts, who are in pain.... i believe in you that you can do anything because you believe in me.... Dont ever ever ever give up' etc? well me and elly stood up and clapped for him all the way through and while the piano was rotating her actually twisted himself round to look at us and smile!!! i felt soooo proud of us that he had acknowledged our support n so happy that somehow he knew that no matter what hes going through his fans are there for him.... also just after that before they were playing Much Better(!!!!! wowowowow) they were reading signs and not only did nick look over at us again and squint to read mine and ellys sign.... but both our signs came up on the big screeeeens!!!!! Laura n natalie saw i didnt i was like booooooo but heres what laura told me.... they were reading some signs n she looked up at the screen n she thought she saw our banners so she kinda moved the banner she was holding from side to side then realised it was her banner (lol) then it zoomed out slightly so there was just both of our banners so she elbowed natalie who looked up and freaked out n elbowed me n then when i looked up it had gone i was like boooooooo but me and elly were freaking out anyway lol we were bouncing and jumping all the way through lolol it was grrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttt

it kinda doesnt feel real at alll wow even the way home was amazing!!! my knees practically gave way n i was almost falling over all the time lololol then i found everything hysterically funny... it finally hit laura what kevin had done she she busrt into tears.... like serious hysterical sobbing she couldnt stop bless her.... n natalie n elly voices went lolol it was great they sounded like hamsters on helium hahah lolol then we were listening to LVATT and what did i do to your heart came on n the bit that said

You continue to cry

And I just don't know why

What did I do to your heart

What did I do to your heart

Did I break it, apart

Did I break it, your heart

we changed it tooooo

she continues to cry

and we just dont know why

what did he do to your heart

what did he do to your heart

(he broke it 'laura')

Did he smile and wave

did he point at you

lololol it was sooooo funny hahahah lol

anyway best night ever!!!!

these are natalies awesome pictures hahah lolol they're actually are amazing well done Natalie we got some awesome ones on my camera toooo lol natalie got this amazing one of this girls hand which looks like its holding joe!!! hahah some lucky asss girl gotta go up and sing gotta find you (MY FAVE EVER JONAS SONG!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!! GOT THAT EVER????!!!!!) with Joe (MY FAVE JONAS EVER EVER EVER!!!!!!!!) on stage it was so incredibly un fair!!!! i cried not cos i didnt go up im not that sad!!!!

Garbo saw us tooooo and John Taylor and possibly Big Rob!!! who i kinda missed cos i was toooo busy screaming for John n garbo it was great i was like GO ON GARBO.... NO WAY JOHN TAYLOR... .... ... ... OMG ITS BIG ROB lol they played bouce as well not live just a cd but it was awesome lol like the pics!!! lolol

i could ramble on all night cos like i said best night ever!!! but i gotta go

Love y'all and the jonas brothers!!!!!

Ciao guys!!!!

Bye!!

hey guys


this is going to be a short blog


i have a bad head


ive had a lousy day


school tmoz


i wanna go to bed

ooh look... hot Jonas'

3 days

Love y'all

Ciao guys

Happy 50th DADDY

hey guys!!!!

so most of the exams are done with yayayay whoooop only science left now hahah lol but thats after jb soo its allll goood

OMJ i cant believe that we are at the Jonas Brothers concert on wednesday... its crazy six months ago we bought the tickets n i has flown over really really fast its unbelievable... this is going to sound mental but it sorta feels like it shouldnt be happening... i dnno whether that makes sense but it still feel so like errm... untouchable still even though we are definitely going its maaaaad lol n crazy n wow its really really hard to believe its kinda like when you win an award n like still after a while you dont believe its happened... like when i got headgirl that was crazy... this is crazier... the Jonas Brothers are like my idols... seeing them live like right in front of me is out of the world i cant wait

right anyway so what else can i talk about

its my daddys 50th bday today lol so we're going out for a meal tonight lol my aunt snuck round at some stupid time in the middle of the night outside our house to put up banners and balloons lol it was funny hhahah

i am loving being in year 11 atm being the oldest... sure its a lot of stress n the exams are a pain in the backside but its coool i like it a lot... i remember wehn we left primary... everyone was saying you go from being a big fish in a little pond to a little fish in a big pond... now we're big fish in the big pond hahaha lol n let me tell you its awesome... the teachers treat you more like friends than pupils... like uncle d (who is a legend btw... god love yah emma) and people are supposed to treat you with more respect... but they dont reslly... but when they get my head girl speech they will lololol... n we get s better uniform minus the horrible grey jumpers lol... i just like it i dunno if anyone else is but im happy right here... i wish i could stay.... the future kind of scares me....

love y'all

ciao peeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nearly Blinded My Science Teacher

hey guys


so i thought id mention i might not be writing as much or about as many things as i usually do... sorry if it gets a bit boring guys i love all you guys who follow my blog but its cool if you un follow... thats right, right? un follow? anyway back to it... i found out my mums been reading my blog and im not comfortable about writing stuff when shes reading it so... thanks mum


anyway


still feeling rubbish not cool... had another exam in the gym again with the gas heater... wow thanks school peoples niiice... but yeah it was exactly the same as yesterday joy lol anyway i felt really bad so natalies uncle d said i didnt have to go on the trip yays natalie... have i ever told you i love your uncle d? hahah... but so does laura *wink wink* so i was happy although i have no idea how i did in the exam cant remember much of it lol but nvm


i also nearly blinded my science teacher... it was funny lol bless him well he shouldnt have thrown my book off my head when i was ill... i kinda picked it up n launched it back off him... n it might have hit him in the eye... bless the poor guy at then end of lesson i said sorry repeatedly and asked him how he was... he was like its killing but i know you didnt mean to its ok... i was like omgosh sorry!!!! lolol

cant believe we're going to see them next week!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omgosh omgosh fan girl moments hahaha lolol

Love Y'all

Ciao guys

Feeling like Rubbish... Sorry

hey guys

this is likely to be a shor blog as i feel like absolute crap... i had an exam today and they put the gas heater and it really really knocked me... my eyes really started stinging and watering and i got really light headed and dizzy then i got a really bad head and lastly ive been feeling sick... its not cool at all lol... i still feel like im gunna pass out n it was this morning my english teacher wnated to send me home but i had maths revision all this afternoon so i didnt want to me n laura just struggled through lol...


n on top of that my stupid guidance councilor type person (i dont know shes not really called that but i cant think of anyother way to describe her) is making me go on this stupid trip tmoz afet my maths exam which i have no intention on going on because i have the maths exam in the same place as my english so ill probs get gassed again... yay urgh


anyway im gunna go write for a while... try n make myself feel better...

i would get a better picture but i really cba lol sorry

love y'all

Ciao guys!!!

FTSK!!!!!!!

hey guys!!!

this morning elly natalie and I went to the remembrance parade in the town it was freezing but nvm it was for a very good cause... we all met at the bus station and there was this poor soldier guywaiting to get the bus into the next town to take part in the army parade and someone dragged the poor sucker into our parade at first it was soooo funny but in the end i felt really sorry for him what if that poor guys parents had been waiting in bishop for him, so proud n ready to watch him marcch with his colleagues n can you imagine what they must have been like when he didnt show... booooo peoples in charge of our parade boo


yesterday i was like really wacked...like seriously tired but my mum still made me go down to the vets but im glad she did tbh cos me and the other girl that works with me basically sat n gossiped bout nothing lol... all we had to do was paper work and playing with the stray cat who is a little scary but nvm lol hahah it was fun but i was still shattered n then my mum dragged me down tescos n unlike natalie who gets really hyper when shes tired i got really gidddy i was like bouncing round in swirling round like a little kid i was bad laughing it was soooo funny

hahahaha i dunno if you can see but if you can see kyles piece of paper its got i heart the jonas brothers on it LOL hahahahahahah cant wait for march when we'll be going to see these... well technically we're gunna go see You me at six but ftsk are supporting them i was like oh we are going to that... luckily the rest of my girlies... n J5 are all into you me at six n we the kings hahaha lololol i cant wait lol but jbs first n i cant wait for that even more hahaahahahahhaha lololollol nick had an upper respiratory infection n i started to panic cos they cancelled lest night show but they are back on the road yayayay lolol

well im going now cos i need the toilet n i think im gunna write a bit while my dad finished watching football... boooo lolol

love y'all

Ciao guys!!

Sorry everybody... No Time atm exams and gig organising

hey guys!!!!!

i am sooooo sorry i havent been posting regularly anymore... between school, revision and exams and trying to go out i have like about five minutes to myself these days and considering the fact that i have broken my laptop and have to beg to use my bros!! booo


ok so got one exam out of the way now!! yays it was a piece of cake! whoop lol thanks to our awesome amazing legend of a maths teacher he actually is amazing n we couldnt do it without him... literally!! and tonight he gave me the biggest honor possible from him.... he said i was more sarcastic than him... i was soo proud i got a warm fuzzy feeling hahah it was awesome lol he said i dont think ive ever met anyone more sarcastic than me charlotte congrats i was like LOL i m actually seriously proud!


i was soooo tired though really really out of it... i would have fallen asleep on Mr Hs floor if laura n beth hadnt been throwing their folders at me niiice guys but i cheeredup during maths revision cos two hours of english had really knocked it out of me

everybody was rocking around with these stress balls in the shape of penguins... so obviously i had to have one n i made it STRESS PENGUIN!!!!!! To the rescue! Im here to relieve your stress... yeah it was funny hahha emma made him a cape n everything it was awesome and my english teacher said it was the best penguin she had seen ahahahha lol yes

such gorgeous gorgeous boys n some lucky lucky luvky girls out there... even nick looks great in that odd hat... lololol such a shame they missed out on best band last night at the emas i was rooting for them or greenday but hey nvm they are stilll aaaaawesome

less than 2 weeks till the concert... we also might be going to se forever the sickest kids in march which is like a dream come true yayayayayayayya

Love y'all

Ciao peeps!!!

Bday Slumber Party

hey guys...

ok ok i got that out of my system sorry to y'all and i wanna say that wasnt aimed at anyone in particular just venting how people are making me feel atm

soooo....

i had my sleepover and it was awesome hahahah basically we sat about and watched DVDs and ate far toooooooooooo much ice cream lololol then we alll crashed on my dining room floor me natalie beth elliott n emma all cosied up on my floor n elly curled up in the corner... out of her own choice people and bh id rather be there than turn over and see beth smiling up at you at like three in the morning!!! yeah we went at three a little early for our sleepovers but lol elliott had work lol so early night hahah although we were all shattered in the morning

im considering changing its name to a slumber party... i know its a little american but i would love to be american and it definitely felt like that at about 12 when we were watching 17 again which is actually really good even with Zac Efron lol... basically we waited till my parents were in bed then wnt n watched it on my new biiiiiiiig TV lol me natalie n beth were squished on one couch with our quilts n elly n emma were on another n elliott was kinda sprawled on the floor... i stole the bowl of popcorn and me n beth ate it all lol was funny.... then we had icecream sundaes at about oneish although me and elly were the only ones who actuallt made icecream sundaes which was hilarious... Emme bless her little cotton socks bought me a 15 pack of diet coke cans!!!!! i love that girl lol but anyway id drank alot and i was kinda hyper n needed the toilet so i was dancing about lol n trying to make this sundae n elly dropped some icecream so i swooped down super quick n threw it into her bowl shouting 5 second rule... we both just kinda looked at it then burst out laughing it was sooo funny n then we were putting squirty cream on n elly completely missed her bowl completely it was hilarious!!!! hahahaha

finally got this posted wrote it ages ago sorry guys got exams coming out of my ears

Love y'all

Ciao guys!!!

Ranty Post dont read if you dont wanna just writing stuff out

hey guys
this is gunna be a ranty blog so y'all dont nee to read it i understand just skip over it im gunna post another blog later about whats been going on n stuff i just need to get this out n everything cos if i keep it inside for much longer i may spontaneously (sod off laura) combust... which might not be very good but laura n co might find it amusing lol
anyway going on...
i have had it up till bursting points with people telling me what i can and cant do... how i have to behave how im supposed to behave... even people that are completely different to me people who have no clue about me what so ever.... for crying out loud i am sixteen years old i am allowed to talk to whoever i want im allowed to act however i want... im allowed to be damn immature whenever i want to be... maybe thats how i want to act sometimes maybe sometimes i just need to goof off n act however i want... or be silly n wrap bits of stuff round my head im allowed to drink as much flipping coke as i want to and not be getting lectures off my friends really (apart from emma hahah... read my next blog) n on the talking to peoples thing sometimes i need to do the opposite and be the mature person... sure i ahte certain people and cant stand the sight of them and think what they are doing and how they are acting is completely unacceptable but does that mean i cant act civil? no it doesnt... i hate a certain young mother and cant stand the sight of her but i talk to her civily... like i said im 16 n sick of being petty people understand i dont like them but i dont see why that means we cant at least hold a conversation
my basic point is i work so damn hard almost 24/7 sometimes i need to relax just chill act stupid and i cant do that when people are telling me what to do and tbh if people dont stop i might actually literally explode...