LISTS

so ive been considering some lists i keep n i think they're up for a reshuffle so here we go whoop enjoy lol

Top 5 Bands
Jonas brothers are always going to be top of my list cos in my opinion they are extremely inspirational talented young men so all you haters can go piss off n tell someone who gives a damn about tour opinion lol
Boyslikegirls
Metro Station
Forever the Sickest Kids
All Time Low
i rejiggled blg lol after i got obbsessed with martin and after the gig lol

Top 5 sexiest guys in music
Joe Jonas
Martin Johnson
Trace Cyrus
Jonathan Cook
Alex Gaskarth
What can i say theres just something sexy about a guy with a voice

My idols
Demi Lovato
Joe Jonas
Trace Cyrus
Martin Johnson is only this far down cos im convinced he's on drugs lol
Miley Cyrus
Demi overtook joe lol cos i decided i like her as my idol more basically

Im planning on doing some more song writing soooon so keep tuned!!!

Love y'all

Ciao guys

Get away

lol nuther one about my parents... these arent really songs tbh its just e needing a vent formy feelings n grabbing a piecce of paper and writing some lyrics down i dont think about it i dont reread it or go over it this is exactly what i wrote down when i was feeling this way

When will you realise
i'm more than you know
You see sun and rainbows
inside there's thunder and snow
I can't go on pretending
that i'm fine and it's ok
im at the ens of my tether
and the ends are starting to fray

Chrous
I cant hold on much longer
not when theres nothing to grip
I dont see the point in staying
Not when i'm sure to slip
I need to get away
out of your trap
I need to get away
out of this crap
There's nothing to hold me here
and so much more out there
i need to get away
and live my life somewhere

I need to be appreciated
for who i really am
this isnt just some flood of tears
its nothing you can damn
Dont say your sorry now
It's too late i'm gone
I wouldnt believe it anyway
Thats the point in this song

Chorus

Bridge
I need to break free
be true to myself and only me
i dont wanna be held down
where lies are the only sound
I am me and noone else
don't try to change me to suit yourself
I make mistakes but so do you
Don't tell me that you're perfect too

Chorus

Escape

OK so these next two songs are basically about my relationship with my parents sooo yeah they arent too good

Everything is black
My senses are numb
An unexpected attack
And my feelings are gone
Anger rising in my throat
And hate choking out words
I need to get away
Forget all this pain

I swallow I gulp
Trying to hold back
It all ends up inside
Slowly building it up

Chorus
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna fake my smile
There's nothing i can do
I need to escape

The anger clouds my judgement
I can't feel anything at all
I'm on a knife edge
And I'm threatening to fall
Needing someone to catch me
Inisde i cry out
But no one can hear me
so into the abyss i fall

I swallo i gulp
Trying to hold back
It all ends up inside
Slowly building it up

Chorus
I don't wanna argue
I don't wanna cause you pain
There's nothing i can do
I need an escape

Bridge
Something to hold onto
Anything at all
Somewhere i feel loved
and im not allowed to fall
someonewho can hold me
in masculine arms so tight
sometime when im older
ill look back and laugh

Chorus
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna fake my smile
there's nothing i can do
i need to escape
I dont wanna argue
i dont wanna cause you pain
there's nothing i can do
I need an escape
I want to escape

Your opinions are valued

BLG

heyhey guys!!


whoooooooop


BLG was out of this world seriously amazing i loved it so much best gig so far i am thinking for me def at least their music is amazing already but its 1oo times better live martin is so amazing i bought a hoody and its amazing lol AND they're coming bck over in april if i can get the money i am so going back


speaking of martin did y'all see what happened to him in Glasgow?? not cool guys at all he got jumped and he looked horrendous its shocking what some people will do really really sick... i was talking to Laura about it last night and i started feeling really really bad like i was feeling physically sick and like i was gunna start crying which is a slight overeaction tbh i was like get a grip... so i did n listened to a load of BLG music n watched their vids n stuff n then i had a random thought,... Martin johnson has beautiful eyes if he has blackened eyes im gunna go off it which of course he did so i wasnt best impressed... urgh im starting to feel sick again just thinking about it


booooooo


then i found some old demo BLG stuff which is actualy amazingn laura offered to download it for me but since ive broken my laptop and ipod... long story... i didnt see the point atm but i might ask her when i get it sorted and see if she'll get some of their AOL session stuff and the hero/heroine vid cos i love that lolol


i'm gunna post some more songs i've written so they'll be up in a second if y'all hang on lol

lol at kevin here bless him... n joe needs to grow his hair back like this lol it looks awesome

Love Y'all

see yah in a bit

Happy Memories

i wrote this song before i went to bed last night... well actually after i went to bed but nvm i didnt have time to post it so here yah are if yah wanna read it... if yah do please comment and dont forget to vote on the poll at the side
sooooo this song is about when you split up with someone and you want to hate them and forget about them and move on but you cant because all you can think about is the good times and fun you had together so you're kinda stuck cos you cant stay in the past but at the same time you cant move forward either i'm getting so frustrated writing this lol argh annoyed at the situation ahahha but here we go

It’s been about a month
Since I heard your voice
You’d think I’d be getting better
It’s been a while
Since I felt your touch
You’d think it'd be over it by now
But I just can’t get you off my mind
Outta my thoughts
Out of my head

Chorus
Why do you have to be perfect?
Why do you have to be the one?
This would be so much easier
If I could find your faults
If I could remember the fights
If I could recall the pain
But all I can think about
Is all the happy memories

It’s been to long
Since you were by my side
You’d think I’d find someone else
It’s not been long enough
Since you broke my heart
I just can’t move on
And I just can’t get you off my mind
Outta my thoughts
Out of my head

Chorus
Why do you have to be perfect?
Why do you have to be the one?
This would be so much easier
If I could find your faults
If I could remember the fights
If I could recall the pain
But all I can think about
Is all the happy memories

The times you’d make me laugh
The times you’d hold me in your arms
And you’d whisper in my ears
The times you’d kiss my lips
The times you’d curl your fingers in my hair
And you’d brush your fingers on my skin
All the happy memories
Are swirling in my head
And stopping me from
Ever forgetting you

Chorus
Why do you have to be perfect?
Why do you have to be the one?
This would be so much easier
If I could find your faults
If I could remember the fights
If I could recall the pain
But all I can think about
Is all the happy memories

there you go enjoy but dont forget to COMMENT!!!!

needs a name though

last one for tonight i think... seriously did this one in about ten fifteen minutes lol

Don’t do this
Not now
Not tonight
Don’t do this
Don’t build me up
To throw me down

Chorus
After everything we’ve been through
You’d think it’d be something other than goodbye
I expected more from you than to walk away
And leave me standing here under the iron sky
It was raining now its pouring
The lightning sparking in the distance
I needed you to smile to breathe
Now what’s the point in my existence?

You promised
This wouldn’t happen
You wouldn’t break my heart
You promised
You’d take care of me
That you wouldn’t rip me apart

Chorus
After everything we’ve been through
You’d think it’d be something other than goodbye
I expected more from you than to walk away
And leave me standing here under the iron sky
It was raining now its pouring
The lightning sparking in the distance
I needed you to smile to breathe
Now what’s the point in my existence?

Bridge
You were everything I ever want
Everything I’d ever need
Until the point you broke my heart
When you left me crying on the floor
I never want to see you upset
Even through the pain you put me through
I’ll go quietly if that’s what you want
But I need you to know it’s not what I want

Chorus
After everything we’ve been through
You’d think it’d be something other than goodbye
I expected more from you than to walk away
And leave me standing here under the iron sky
It was raining now its pouring
The lightning sparking in the distance
I needed you to smile to breathe
Now what’s the point in my existence?

laura likes this one lolol but tell me what yooooooou think??
love y'all ciao guys

What Else Do I Need?

Yeah so that last song was a joke hahah it was kinda a mock of chav songs where they have like one lyrics repeated over and over except this line was actually pretty cool n came curtesy of laura lolol

so this is my real song for yah... Laura also helped me with this song so did a lot of my friends but laura helped a lot a lot

coool story about this one ... it started out as a nice happy upbeat song about friends and ponys and rainbows... ok not the ponies and rainbows but you get the drift... and it was shit it was complete and under bullshit so i got frustrated and i talked to laura n she was on about how im better at writing emotional stuff so i twisted it... and suddenly i liked it and it was good cos now its about spending time with your mates to get a guy off your mind and yet he still keeps coming up and you just cant get rid of him and then you realise that he is what you need... i quite like it cos sometimes it does happen to me and its not cool but now ive got it written down thanks to laura for getting me to give in to myself but this is the longest its ever taken me to write a song but i think its worth it and its come out good enjoy

Loud music playing
Bouncing off the walls
We’re dancing round like idiots
And ignoring all your calls
Good friends are hard to find
And guys are even harder
They keep you off my mind
And make me forget your lies.

Chorus
I’ve got my girls
We’ve got the music
What else do I need?
I need someone who can hold me
Someone who tells me I look beautiful
What else do I need?
I need someone to make me smile
Someone who’ll hold my hand
What else do I need?
I need you

Always there, always on hand
And when the night has begun
It doesn’t matter what we look like
Cos you know we’re having fun
But my thoughts are slipping to you
And my happiness’ draining away
Now I’m wishing you were here
I’m wondering what you’d say

Chorus
I’ve got my girls
We’ve got the music
What else do I need?
I need someone who can hold me
Someone who tells me I look beautiful
What else do I need?
I need someone to make me smile
Someone who’ll hold my hand
What else do I need?
I need you


Bridge
I don’t think I could get through this
Not without them
Because my every thought is of you
Of your smile
Of your voice
Of your hold
Of your kiss
I need you here
I want you by my side
I need you in my life again

Chorus
I’ve got my girls
We’ve got the music
What else do I need?
I need someone who can hold me
Someone who tells me I look beautiful
What else do I need?
I need someone to make me smile
Someone who’ll hold my hand
What else do I need?
I need someone I can trust
Someone who’s kindness shines through
What else do I need?
I need someone who I can say nothing to
But they know exactly what I am saying
What else do I need?
I need you!

there we go thanks to y'all for yah support today especially Laura definitely and elly n natalie you guys have been awesome!!!

Please please please dont forget to comment you really have no idea how much it means when people like the stuff im doing

Love y'all

ciao guys!!!

TORN!!!!

another song for yah

Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue

Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue

Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue

Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue

Torn between the love in your
eyes and the words on your tongue
Torn between the
love in your eyes and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and the words
on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and the
words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes
and the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue

Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue
Torn between the love in your eyes and
the words on your tongue

dont forget to comment!!!!

this is the second song that ive written its kinda on the same line as the last one lol but enjoy it anyway

Don’t try to make me fall
I’m stronger than I seem
Your pretty blue eyes won’t work
I don’t see your dark floppy hair
I don’t want chiselled features
Don’t tell me you care

Chorus
Cos I deserve more than what you’re offering
I deserve much more than what you have to give
I’ve spent too long hooked on you
I need some time for myself
To find out who I am
Without your shadow overhead

Been fighting for too long
But I’m winning the battle
I’m winning back my heart
I have to remember I don’t need you
You’re not what I want
Not what I need

Chorus
Cos I deserve more than what you’re offering
I deserve much more than what you have to give
I’ve spent too long hooked on you
I need some time for myself
To find out who I am
Without your shadow overhead

Bridge
And not even all those lies
Can keep you out of my head
Not even all those lies
Can stop me feeling like this

But I am strong
I am better
I do deserve more


Chorus x2
and I deserve more than what you’re offering
I deserve much more than what you have to give
I’ve spent too long hooked on you
I need some time for myself
To find out who I am
Without your shadow overhead

ok so same principle as the last one comment comment comment please and also i have no idea what to call this one so any suggestions would be thankfully recieved please?

Long Distance Romance or Too Far?

ok so this is the first song ive been working on i wrote it last night it kinda started out as something i'm going through personally then i twsited it abit n its gone off on a little bit of a tangent so there could be alternate meanings to it depends which way you look at it... enjoy

Long distance romance
Yet you’re metres away
I could reach out and touch you
If you only knew I was here
You’re too perfect for me
But I’m too good for you
So get outa my head
Please set me free

Chorus 1
Too far, it’s too far for me to reach
Too much it’s too much for me to change
Too hard it’s too hard for me to breathe.
Too far you’re too far away

It sounds far too easy
To just let you go
You’re all around me
Ready to my smother thoughts
Why can’t you leave me be
Try to let live my life
I don’t need constant reminders
Of what might have been

Chorus 2
Too far it’s too far for me to reach
Too wrong it’s wrong to feel like this
Too right it’s too right to be real
Too far you’re too far away

Bridge
What’s the point in starting something?
When you’re miles away
I can feel my heart starting to break
Cos you’re here everyday
To keep from starting something
We built a screen between us
But it can’t stop our emotions
Not the pain that you cause

Chorus 1 + 2
Too far, it’s too far for me to reach
Too much it’s too much for me to change
Too hard its too hard for me to breathe.
Too far you’re too far away
Too far it’s too far for me to reach
Too wrong it’s wrong to feel like this
Too right it’s too right to be real
Too far you’re too far away

i am craving your opinions so please please comment i really really wanna know what y'all think it would mean a real lot to me

and also i need youre help naming it... 'long distance romance' or 'too far'? im gunna set up a poll so please vote and it will be called whatever y'alll decide

DONT FORGET TO COMMENT IT WOULD MEAN A LOT!

HALF TERM

heyhey!


so ive been bad again boooo im a bad person :( oh well here again ill let yah in on whats been happening


so its half term!!! yays i love half term a whole week to myself whooop well almost a week cos i have to go to school on the tuesday to do some textiles work but apart from that its allll mine ahahah


we had interviews for 6th form this week it was seriously easy all we basically had to was talk to this woman for a while lol simples and today i got my acceptance letter!! whoooop well done everyone else that go theres tooo... well technically its a offer of a place lolol we still have to get all grades but hey lol


we also had our year 11 photos this week which was a lot more fun then i think any of us were expecting... as head girl i ended up stuck at the front but nvm lol it was a laugh and then we had individual ones whuch were mortifying but then we got to do group ones so i got to get a picture with all my best mates it was awesome i cant wait for them to come back its gunna be such a laugh!! hahahahahah lolol


n it was Lauras bday on weds lol so HAPPY LATE 16TH LAURA!!! lol then me and beth went on a date to see avatar in 3d which was incredibly awesome by the way


and now i am on a right little writing session lol which is equally awesome i have lyrics pouring out of me after i got inspired by miss demi lovato lolol which was cooool soo yeah im gunna post some soon for y'all im just finishing typing the first one up lol

i personally think joe looks very sexy with his scruff n his glasses so all you haters can go do one hahah lol even if he has shaved it off now boo joe lolol

right gunna go do some lyrics they'll be up soon

Love y'all

ciao guys!!!!