Playing With Fire

Little bitty personal poem i wrote... i actually really like it and im very proud if you know me you'll know that doesnt happen very often... so please please please please comment i really wanna know if you guys think its as god as i do :S and yes i am begging now... please?

back tracking through memories
reminiscing the past
funny how it seems different now
crying at time that made me laugh

chorus

i want to say i have no regrets
the words taste like lies on my lips
i dont wanna believe the truth lying
awake longing for fingers dancing on my hips

i hate myself for loving the person you weren't
you can only play for fire for so long before you heart is burned

was there ever anything
did you ever feel that spark
cos the way you seemed with her
felt like your daggers hitting their mark

chorus

i never knew i could feel this way
i didnt know this pain was real
i guess its time to face the facts
i'll never understand how you make me feel

chorus

maybe i meant nothing
maybe i meant it all
not gunna sit back and wait
see you laugh watch me fall

hope you're happy with her
hope shes akll you want
i dont wanna be her anymore
you have a good life now

chorus

well hello there... LIFE

hey my lovelies XD

so i havent written in such a long time :S sorry since we got ymas tickets in fact... n that feels like a long time oh diddles

well lots of stuffs has happened

guess who's going to see the amazing fantastical FTSK again... urm yeah me XD and elly lol love yah.... guess who's playing football (soccer) with FTSK... ooh yeah me again XD... guess who's got a direct message and two replies from the awesome MR JONATHAN COOK along with meeting him in person... that would be moi XD in that line of things life is good... in fact life is awesome

having issues with my parents... whats new? lol but im getting through it bit by bit with my amazing friends who have my back to help me love you guys sooooooo much

WE FINISHED SCHOOOOOOOOL... yups our last exam was yesterday and i think we all pretty much aced Textiles now we've got the whole summer ahead of us before 6th form XD its going to be amazing i cant believe we've actually finished :S im gunna miss it im gunna miss my teachers but knowing us we'll be back there pretty soonish... Uncle D might be giving us some football training anyway so its all good

right what else...

i got my hair died by the awesome Miss natalie walsh underneath my frigne is all purplish now XD happy happy happy thank you Holmes i'll post a picture sometime when i get one i like hahahahahha

right im going to get ready ill be back in a little bit to blog this song that i wrote

Ciao for now my lovelies

xxxxxx