Escape

OK so these next two songs are basically about my relationship with my parents sooo yeah they arent too good

Everything is black
My senses are numb
An unexpected attack
And my feelings are gone
Anger rising in my throat
And hate choking out words
I need to get away
Forget all this pain

I swallow I gulp
Trying to hold back
It all ends up inside
Slowly building it up

Chorus
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna fake my smile
There's nothing i can do
I need to escape

The anger clouds my judgement
I can't feel anything at all
I'm on a knife edge
And I'm threatening to fall
Needing someone to catch me
Inisde i cry out
But no one can hear me
so into the abyss i fall

I swallo i gulp
Trying to hold back
It all ends up inside
Slowly building it up

Chorus
I don't wanna argue
I don't wanna cause you pain
There's nothing i can do
I need an escape

Bridge
Something to hold onto
Anything at all
Somewhere i feel loved
and im not allowed to fall
someonewho can hold me
in masculine arms so tight
sometime when im older
ill look back and laugh

Chorus
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna fake my smile
there's nothing i can do
i need to escape
I dont wanna argue
i dont wanna cause you pain
there's nothing i can do
I need an escape
I want to escape

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