Ranty Post dont read if you dont wanna just writing stuff out

hey guys
this is gunna be a ranty blog so y'all dont nee to read it i understand just skip over it im gunna post another blog later about whats been going on n stuff i just need to get this out n everything cos if i keep it inside for much longer i may spontaneously (sod off laura) combust... which might not be very good but laura n co might find it amusing lol
anyway going on...
i have had it up till bursting points with people telling me what i can and cant do... how i have to behave how im supposed to behave... even people that are completely different to me people who have no clue about me what so ever.... for crying out loud i am sixteen years old i am allowed to talk to whoever i want im allowed to act however i want... im allowed to be damn immature whenever i want to be... maybe thats how i want to act sometimes maybe sometimes i just need to goof off n act however i want... or be silly n wrap bits of stuff round my head im allowed to drink as much flipping coke as i want to and not be getting lectures off my friends really (apart from emma hahah... read my next blog) n on the talking to peoples thing sometimes i need to do the opposite and be the mature person... sure i ahte certain people and cant stand the sight of them and think what they are doing and how they are acting is completely unacceptable but does that mean i cant act civil? no it doesnt... i hate a certain young mother and cant stand the sight of her but i talk to her civily... like i said im 16 n sick of being petty people understand i dont like them but i dont see why that means we cant at least hold a conversation
my basic point is i work so damn hard almost 24/7 sometimes i need to relax just chill act stupid and i cant do that when people are telling me what to do and tbh if people dont stop i might actually literally explode...